Fear in love

when I saw her -- I liked her -- and I fear that If I talked to her will she reply..
When I loved her -- hesitated to tell her-- I feared that it will spoil the friendship b/n us.
When I proposed my love to her -- I feard wheather she will accept it or not. as a normal rule I have waited for 9 months to her positive response... - she feared about her family situation.

Her parents are looking for allaiance/our horoscope dosen't match and she is aged that me.

When we decided to talk to our parents - We Feared that will they take our stand or not..Both of our parents were mutually agreed on our stand and then we thought that our problem solved and nothing to fear...

Now the latest fear I heard is.. Her parents cant wait longer which is not Ok from my parents since I have an older brother who is doing his final year engineering...

Now I am feared about what will be the next fear I have to face to get my beloved in my life..

But what ever happens I am ready to face it with brave heart..

There is another way independent of everyone and we can stand on our own decisions.. but we both were not decided to go for that..

(Justlikethat etho eluthoonumu thonuchu . whatever in this blog is my own perspective that I faced/facing/will face)